Friday, May 1, 2009

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emotions and facts - a divergence

I think everyone for presentation in front of a partner has certain rights and the future or the future. This is probably normal. I can not explain why it should be, but that it will be good. It is also not the point of what I want. Rather, it is me first to the picture that you paint in his head - one of the other more specific spongy. From personal experience I've learned, it may well be important, and normal to have such a picture, but when push comes to shove, it is completely unnecessary. With the crunch mean when a man confronts you, and he knocks down up by his mere physical presence, then the feelings. Or feeling similar feelings. Then you may decline the image of a tanned blond athletes have on their mind, that of the one at the sight but missed (positive) goose bumps, brown and all his life still no tanning seen from the inside, let alone a gym. What is
I also want it to turn the dream of a partner with all its superficiality and character traits in the head and is very well give you but the reality may look completely. The principles at the wrong time is to be noted, I think. And the experience / success gives me rights.
But this is only one side of the medal, and only a possible divergence. The second I find far more disturbing. And leads to much more complex risks and problems. You have your image of a blonde female academic with a penchant for sarcasm and see them standing foot strut front of you. Then you meet them. She is blond. Studied. And more than two seasons combined sarcasm Dr. House. The problem? The theory is right, the conditions are present. But lacks the feeling. You see the woman "your dreams" before you want, but feeling nothing. Nothing that you would expect when you meet them. No tingling, no timid nervousness, no bashful Angrisen. Because the spark of theory and practice is not contagious. What actually is and what you feel about diverges. You know, as it stands because it is objectively seen a woman with whom you could share your life. It might even should. But you do not feel.
Or you can wander through the "last minute panic" just in case? To that effect are wrong inevitable that the emotions, for lack of the prerequisites? If it is desired, perhaps as much to meet the woman that they see in someone who is not at all and the feelings are trying to protect a?

a strange world. But I think if you listeners to yourself, you find there long ago the answer to every difficult question. You just have to let out. I think when one is confronted with a problem is within him, the decision also has fallen. What comes after the confrontation, is the slow response of the regurgitation. And some simply mistaken gag reflex have better control. But to the property at a big chunk to fail.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Masterbetion In Little



Fashionista styl0r oO \\ m /

I was asked last thing I think about fashion .... no, I was not, but that istn good start. I've actually been thinking about it that is. Having good € 2,000 ..'ve invested in gear and it almost turned my whole wardrobe did, no wonder How come, huh Well the source is sometimes an open question -. the source of my thoughts change, the impulse was to say the least painful Anyway, I'm saying, my wish me to change so that the need was to exchange my wardrobe, is that I've been thinking.
In women, this is already old hat. enter bright colors, provocative outfits and daily-changing hairstyles. The latter is not necessarily good. No matter. In men, the whole thing, I think slowly on the rise, and rightly so. Just before I experience still, too many people who still mourn behind the stale image of women 4 hours in the bathroom and need a man who does not even shower before leaving the house. Not good not at all good. I say yes, it's about a change. More and more men need to make relatively long in the bathroom, worrying about her outfit, what to wear, like the hair, all the women stuff. Now I can
people I come with slogans such as "women stuff etc ~" do not understand everything real. I mean, who has given to women for the privilege of fashion and style? It might have been like that, but you can not so Sturr oppose the time? Men also have the right and ask for my opinion in certain cases the obligation to her body on display. Yes, yes, it will deny any woman, but the neck, the uncomfortable tight jeans is not even half as much with "I feel comfortable with them" do as you say. I know this from experience. I think if you can afford it, as a man like a woman, one should stress his body and we'll, men, women do it first, a long time. I want to encourage anyone to carry out (what an irony). But I still see far too few men, who although they had the character to hide her body in many T-shirts, sweaters and jeans. Why? Do you think you are the only ones nervous woman with nice ass like staring at the same? Do you think women would not like to do the same for men? I think the convertible Also includes sexual privileges that are lost. Just such stories, baggy pants, seriously, who sees it from all right? Why not shorts, in which a woman can ne nachstarren sometimes? Clear distributed with 120kg aufn gauge 80 should not do that, but seis drum. Especially since a view of ner woman would give self-confidence and that would turn the situation by saying "Hey what guckst !. Would you want me so to avoid "
All in all, I think if one can show you what you have, the man and woman, both sides can win anyway;)

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

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Well, as I sit now . I have to worry about me, my life, quite a lot actually.
I got one, well, somehow sobering thought. No, I think it makes sobering not, but ... hm, maybe it also requires no precise word. At some point came I run with the idea that I'm everything that happens around me at the moment and also what happened to me, would not. well I want the result of the way, but do not go their way. The thought was that I, Well, was simply that I have of my time adult life really can do everything and can do. With one exception, I just want to be consequences. If I do, I can do anything in the world. It seems to me even before himself, as if I was kidding me or talk to me something nice, but maybe it makes me just a little more comfortable now. And we'll, I wanted to do something that cause no relation. I do so only now do I transfer the consequences. The act is not easy, but a must, because I can not lead the relationship first and then make me quietly out of the dust. I think with every decision one connects implicitly somewhere possible consequences and risks, and takes this well either buy or just hopes not to its admission. As with a relationship. I'm a relationship. I do so in the knowledge that they can break. With the knowledge that the time for a relationship of more than depressing. I know and knew me and yet I entered into a relationship. There were risks, for which I thought I could wear them as appropriate when a situation arises where the cases. How do I get my turn to input ideas. I can do and what I want. I wanted the relationship that they had and now has to live with the consequences, I'm feeling shit, I'm thoughtful, too little or nothing in the registry, but ok. That is the risk that was set with the relation beginning and now realized (let me be the legal Expression forgive).
However, during the last few days makes me a moment, a thought or doubt strong. In every respect I was also always the risk that they will break. (Although I speak only from the negative side, I will not hide that the reason is to look beyond the risk that one usually has the time of his life) but after the last few days is compounded by a risk or consequence which did not look . Probably because I never really in the situation was to sit opposite my partner and to distinguish more or less with my decision out of the relationship to surprise. I have the situation behind me because I am of the opinion, even if I have the situation does not wish it was a consequence of my actions, entering into the relationship and for that I must stand up straight. Did I just this particular risk or consequence have now seen, first times can not be the problem my partner. That leaves only me.
But now I am wiser, I know it can happen in a relationship not just the moment when the relationship dissolves, but the moment where I it needs to resolve. And that's something where I currently am busy thinking really hard if I want to again enter into a relationship. Platt said, even the "safe disconnect" is one of them, but I do not want to. As a conclusion of my own logic, I can not relate more responsive, because I will not get into a situation in which I prepare even the relationship to an end. And I will not enter into relationships in the naive hope "I will not even make statements."
Where this consequence is not very well tolerated. Perhaps the moment only falls at some point in my head in intensity, but at least for now, he gives me goose bumps. That reminds me, and we'll, I guess, once again, I must be patient. Since my patience is indeed Sogut ..

Monday, March 30, 2009

Can Monies Be Split Once Probate As Been Granted



I think there is no connection between my emotional situation right now and my life. This confuses me even more. There
if any glaring discrepancies. My concern not just really good, this utter hopelessness in front of a spiritual eye and on the other hand .... hm. good question, what is actually on the other side. It was probably about time again feel that I suck, that I bathe in the self-pity and I'm just back at the bottom and if it is only for hours. Should remember that remember how good I have it up there? Maybe. If it works? No way.
What actually happened in my life and what happens in my head, varies enormously. I would almost say there is little between a relevant context. Certainly my life is now slightly less than ideal, but that's it, in the manner already a certain Time. Or was it just the drop of the barrel has to be related to overflow? I can not quite place it. You would think after the 100th time you learn from yourself I mean, maybe you are doing the same. Anyway, I do not. No matter how often I go through one and the same story, I do not learn from it. And I'm afraid that makes me the life to run after, or at least in my development. I do not go about it. At least not to me.
I bathe in the self-pity, say I think my situation, whatever, shit feel good about it and me, suck me to feel this is not self-pity? However, I have no anchor point. Neither a point from which the atmosphere the world, nor a point where all must lead. I mean, I had moments where I at least knew where my thoughts lead me, now I'm just confused. Perhaps it may be inferred from the confused lines. Whatsoever. Well .... I am tired to sleep, it must.